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Thursday, April 30, 2009

~ 10:22 PM ~

Hiya! im back from a certain somewhere only i know of and i shall not tell you cuz you have no business to know so i shan't. and even if you ask i shan't tell because i dun wanna and you dun need to know why anyways to it doesn't matter where i have been cuz im here typing at the com so yea. you have no purpose knowing what i have been up too. and if you wanna hear more of my crap...eh... pay me some money first!!! lol. jk...jk. dun take it too seriously.

Anyway alot of weird things have been happening these days. i saw how belle looked like in her uniform and she looked so damn smart! well not the usual retarded one that i know more more serious with that grin STILL on her face. hahas. i think my uniform looks like a lab coat but its still awesome cuz the buttons are on the front!!!! not hassle trying to zip or button it up anymore!!! =D

HAPPY MAY DAY PPL! THE DAY WHERE WE DUN HAVE TO WORK YIPPIE!!!! but exams are on mon so T.T for all of us who are taking MT. and good luck to all my friends and everyone else if you are having exams. i hope you succeed in coming near ur goal.

Another weird thing is that the bus has been rather empty these few day. like only 3 or 4 ppl there when i get on. usually there are about 8-10 ppl when i get on. i now see why ppl take either the earlier or later bus. earlier cuz there are fewer ppl and later cuz its always double-decker.

And a vendor came in too take our boot sizes. O.O i thought it would be our seniors doing it. the guy was like one of those sales man that comes knocking at your door tring to sell you something. Vanessa (1/2)said the NPCC had an Ah Beng vendor . lol. they all came around with these huge bags filled with boots. and there are ALOT of them inside.

i've been talking to ppl. *gasp* isolating...too...long... can't...speak.... anyway i hafta go so bye!!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

~ 6:02 PM ~

yup im back from the place of which only i know of. *sigh* bored so i decided to blog. im supposed to be reading bleach or naruto or rurouni kenshin or fullmetal alchemist or D.N angel or some other mangas. U guys must listen to Ash like Snow by brillent Green! Its AWESOME>>> Its the opening for Gundam 00 i think. not too sure but its one of the Gundams. hahas. i haven't updated my imeem account for so long that i can't remember my passowrd. :P hahas. lyrics below for those of you who wanna know......

Japannese:

sora akaku someru kokutan no yami
nomikomareta hoshikuzu-tachi
hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki

mitsumeta nageki no mado
I never dreamed
kooritsukuthere
I come for you

omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
kono sekai ga katachi wo kaeru tabi ni
mamoritai mono wo
kowashite shimatteitan da

kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami
kimi no koe ga masui no youni
tsumetaku kankaku wo ubatteku

mujun wo oikakete mo
owaranai
naze boku wa tatakau no?

tatoeba hikari ga kieusete
kono hoshi ga ochite mo
wasurenai yo
sono chiisana negai ga
aru beki basho eto michibiku

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear
why I have to fight?

kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
yami wo hiraku eikou to hikikae ni
mamoru beki mono wo ushinatte kita
(Its falling from your sky)
munashisugiru(Baby I come for you)

kudakechitta kakera ni kizutsuku tabi
tozasareta boku no kokoro wa
tsuyoku naru koto wo erande
koko made kitan da

English

The sky is dyed red by the ebony darkness,
And the distant stardust swallowed up,
In this transient moment as the snowing ashes fall.

I watched it through the window of grief.
I never dreamed
I stand frozen.
there I come for you.

My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
Each time the world changes shape,
The things I want to protect,
I end up breaking them.

Oh, the sinful darkness tugging at my heartstrings,
Your voice is like anaesthesia,
Coldly, it robs me of my senses.

No matter how we pursue our differences,
It never ends.
Why do I have to fight?

Even if the light is extinguished,
Even if this earth disintegrates,
I wont ever forget:That tiny wish,
It will guide us to our ideal place.t

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear
why I have to fight?

My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
In exchange for glory that triumphs over darkness,
I have given up many things I sought to protect.
(Its falling from your sky)

This is too futile.(Baby I come for you)
Every time the scattered broken pieces cut me,
Deep down in my closed heart,I
choose to grow stronger.And I came this far.

It really is what i feel like now. Wanting to protect everything precious but can't. Yea. Some of you might think i don't have anything to protect. But i have ALOT more than you think. Honestly, i wanna protect everything precious to me. *sigh* I just wish i could. The way the class is and how im coping i can't. Its like all the obstacles are way too strong for me. Like Ichigo trying to kill Aizen/Commandor Yama. Or Naruto trying to kill all the peins in one blow. Sigh. I hate it. I hate being weak i hate being the way i am.

My only way solace can only return in 31/2 weeks. and the "thing" that can truly bring me back is 2 months or even forever from my grasp. The class can hate me for all i care. some ppl think that mixing w/ ppl in normal is disgusting. well, whats bad about them?? their might not be intellectually intelligent but they're far nicer and more caring thna any of you. (save for a few) So you can all hate me for all i care. im through dealing with you.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

~ 2:31 PM ~

hahas! hey ppl! hahas. my parenst went out so i can use the com! yay! Today we went to get our photos for our passports so my mom asked the pphotographer wheather he was BOB or Allen. Then he said he was Billy. lolzers. hahas. but watever. hahas. im hyper today. YAY HYPERNESS! =D

Word of the day~Pyon!

hahas. anyway, no on eothre than belle and lifangs tags at my blog so im keeping it alive! hahas. short post but its still a post! i guess the song that u should listen to is d-techno life by uver world. lyrics below

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo
kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de
tsunaida kimi no te woitsuka ushinatte shimau no kana usurete
iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae
kare toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimimou waraenai nante
hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto
subete ni imi ga aru karaima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
sabikitta hito no you ni

kasanari au dake ga munashikutehitori de ikite ikerutte itta
arifureta yasashisa kotobajyaima wa mou todokanai hodo ni
kimi wa uzukidasutsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motomeDo you remember
itami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru kara
Drive your Life

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimimou waraenai
nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai demienai mirai
ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru karaima wa sono mama
de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

How can I see the meaning of life kieteku you're the only. . .
kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimimou waraenai nante
hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai deima wa by and by mie
nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru karakesenai kako mo seoi
attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai
kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara

and the english version:

You've been hurt by incurable pain and sadness
We can't erase the past, so let's share the burden
Don't throw life away I hold your hand

Will I lose it someday? I want to protect your fading smile
Even the echoing voice that calls me gets hoarse
And is sometimes blown away by the wind
I'll find you

You've been hurt by incurable pain and sadness
Don't say you can't smile anymore or that you hate humanity
There's a meaning to everything that happens in the unforseeable future
Now just stay as you are; I'm sure the day will come when you realize
Just like a rusted person

Just making love is empty You said you can live alone
You're aching with the words of overflowing tenderness
That won't reach you now Wow the hand I hold
Wow is longing for casual tenderness
Do you remember People become gentler by knowing pain
Drive your life

You've been hurt by incurable pain and sadness
Don't say you can't smile anymore or that you hate humanity
There's a meaning to everything that happens in the unforseeable future
Now just stay as you are; I'm sure the day will come when you realize

How can I see the meaning of life Disappearing, your're the only...
You pull away from me, saying it's so you won't break
Don't say you can't smile anymore or that you hate humanity
Now by and by even if you can't see it
There's a meaning to everything
We can't erase the past, so let's share the burden
Don't throw life away

You'd better forget everything Remember...your different life?
You'd better forget everything Remember...you can't go back
Wow but someday, like a warped memory You'll understand

nice right? look for it on you tube if u can't find it on my playlist. it rocks. Bleach rocks! im thinking of changing my blogskin. maybe to vincent valentine from final fantasy or bleach. VOTE PPL VOTE!!!! and i'll decide at the end of the month so im giving u a lot of time!! 2 weeks kays! i gtg its been a long post so yea! cya

Friday, April 17, 2009

~ 10:45 PM ~

hahas! Hey its me again! YO ppl. did ya miss me? well, i guess not cause no one other than belle priya and li fang read my blog so it doesn't matter. well, today we were going around telling everybody to stay back today to re-elect our year i/c. so we were outside 1/7 telling genevieve and tina to meet when So yeon. shafiqah and wan ting ma'am came up and told us that they had re-elected tina them selves cuz they oso thought that our current one was doing a bad job.

and its not the tina from 1/5!!!! she always drags her feet so she'll get kanna scolding from any ma'am in any uniform group! she also complains alot so i dun think she'll do any good to the squad but maybe she'll learn to endure. hahas enough about her. i dun wanna talk.

hahas. tina is pretty efficient. hahas she already informed the ones whose hp no. she has about uniform fitting on mon. WE'RE FINALLY GETTING OUR UNIFORMS!!!! YAY!!!!!!! And wan ting ma'am. i think your drawings are pretty good compared to mine!=D dun feel bad. and way. i gtg now. i'll try and post tmrw!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

~ 8:01 PM ~

hahas!!!! here i am. again blogging. my mom allowed it today cuz i finished work in every subject pretty fast compared to other days so yea. hahas. alot of ppl wanna change our year i/c cuz shes not doing a good job. she was supposed to come for RCY aft Ih test but she never showed up and our ma'am got pissed. and she was also supposed to remind the entire squad that we were supposed to pay for our red cross fund on mon but she only sms 3-4 ppl( as far as i know) so alot of us didn't know abt it and had to pay late some only knew today so yea.

Tmrw im gonna try and conduct a re-election. i hope to make it last 10 mins at the most so i can write a letter of appeal to our ma'am and submit it on mon. but if we cant, we'll try to conduct it on wed. hahas. everyone is voting for Natalie. Good luck on winning! hahas. So yeon ma'am isn't as scary as i thought. She's fun but firm. FIRM not FIERCE. but its good that we have her as our chairperson. hahas. i still haven't started on the whangara events thing so i better start tmrw.

Hahas. i find it fun to sit besides the window. like a lone little island down there. with CLF. i dunno why but i think i've isolated my self too much. its like noone has seen the real me at least no one from my class. cuz i have friends from my primary school. *sigh* i wonder if anyone will see the real me. i dun know why but i feel as though QJ is forcing me to join her group in all the projects even though i dun wanna. but i just gotta learn the power of saying no.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

~ 9:51 AM ~

YO ppl!im blogging from the school com!!!!Yippie! hahas. well, since we have art in the com lab, i'll try to post as often as i can from here. yup. about saturdays performance, we were shit compared to the others schools. They all stitched costumed and we made do with watever we had at home. and our props were also no where. so yea i dun think we will get any place. but thats not the main reason i went there.....

priya showed up!!!!! and everyone but jenifer was happy to see her(excluding the ones who dunno her) but nvm, jen. she emo anyway. hahas. it was so fun to see her again after 6 mths!!! yay!! hahas. it goes my spirits up again. seeing 6P again is the only other thing besides RCY that can get me this happy. Wk managed to cheer me up a bit after my parenst restricted everything after seeing what shit we put up so yea. Thanks Wk. =D

T.T CCA is suspended for the next month so i think by the end of next week i'll be emo. 1 month of no fun and games or just being me. Yea training is tough but our seniors make it so fun that u dun feel it. i guess we'll scolding from them tmrw cuz some of us didn't bring our funds but its not my fault that i was only told this morning. so nvm. alot of us wanna change year i/c cuz shes not doing a very good job at it. so we need to decide who we wanna get as our new i/c before CCA resumes. I VOTE UMA.

hahas. i guess that friends can really cheer u up. especially the ones from CCa. i've made ALOT more friends in my CCA than in my class. hahas. and they're all alot nicer too. the ma'ams actually bother unlike all my seniors from primary school who just dun care. =D

any way. i gtg now. cya

Saturday, April 4, 2009

~ 8:44 PM ~

WOW. i ve not posted in a long time. well, i was grounded but sneaked on so yea. im gonna discontinue my fic until my sentence is over but witrh they way i get grounded everyday for some reason or the other it'll probably end by the time i finish my A levels. lols. hahas.

Sian. im miserable. i have 1 week before the OM competition and guess what i have to go back even on good friday to practise. like thats gonna get us anywhere by the end of the day we'll be so exhausted that we'll give a crappy performance. but watever.

hahas. but i got my spirit up again after going for cca yesterday. even thought they made us do 30-4o push ups on the parade ground. hahas. bruised both knees and scratched one but it was still fun!!! hahas. we're lucky though. our year 3 ,4 and 5 ma'ms present had to do double. so yea all the year 1s got off easy. =D and our ma'ms stepped down yesterday. and the year 3 ma'ms were given their positions. Yay for all those who got positions!

anyway...i gtg. bye