Hey! Long time no blog.

Ha has. Yea Since school started its been work work and more work. I wish I'd taken a position as a rep. Now I'm made project leader for almost everything. Damn irritating. And frustrating. Ha has. But i gotta remain positive that things will turn out positively and i can do things well. I just gotta work hard for it.

Ha has. Anyway, i had CCA today. I really didn't want to go for it though. I guess its because there's still that the ghost that i thought i dealt with never left. Sigh. I never want to be around anyone there anymore. Its like i have to run out immediately from there. Like a poison spreading. Stupid ghost. why did you have to show up. but then again its my fault its here.

Ah but never mind. I'll figure out something to deal with it. I gotta stay as positive as possible or I'll never be able to make it through the next 3 years of sec school. ha has. *sigh* If people really think I'm cold and heartless just say it to me. don't beat around the bush. I'm trying to open up. Just give me more time. Its still the beginning of the year. I can and will change. There's no need for your worry.

Yea and don't think i can't cry. i do. You just don't see it. i just try to be strong for others to cry without needing to worry. And before you say that I'm a loner, take a look around you. I hang out with the same people everyday. So what if i don't consider any of them particularly close or consider one of them my best friend. I believe in equality. Ther're all friends. no one is better than the others. So think twice or else i'll snap back.

And Capt. Why the hell did you have to email her about my problems! I can deal with them on my own! Thanks for making your message clear though. I know what to do and how much you can as well.

Haha. I'm currently addicted to all the bleach openings and endings. So cool. hahas. Especially Bankai ichigo. hahas. Well thats all for now. Enjoy your weekend =D