Yup the exams are just around the corner and i don't have the will power to study for it! =( its like all the resolutions that i made to study harder and work at it have all vanished. Now I'm struggling to open that book and just look through it. Forget about study it. And stress is seeming to affect everyone but me. maybe I'm just being too stubborn and refusing to admit that I'm stressed... I just feel too unmotivated for my own good. Yup. I gotta maintain my maths and science grades if i want to get into 3/6 next year but I'm scared cause my humanities isn't exactly the best subject and i don't want to do badly in it =(. But then again there's Chinese and it'll always be a problem for me.

Gah! I don't wanna think about Sec 3 now!! I should really be focusing on getting sweet marks for EOY and then thinking of next year. Yup! I'm gonna try my best to study and remain motivated to study until EOY is over and hopefully I'll manage to hit that 50% for Chinese! I just wanna pass the subject.

Then there's EOY/POP camp. Somehow I'm both looking forward and not looking forward to it. Looking forward because I'll be really fun and exciting. Heard that it'll be more of a retreat this year but the best camp so far: MYE 2009. Ha ha i know most people will be like WTF! That was a bloody difficult camp but honestly speaking, it was the best. XD The reason I'm not looking forward...well that's for me to know XD

I'm kind of glad that There was CCA suspension on Friday. Gave me time to catch up on homework and do some stuff that i had previously given up on. ^^ But i don't feel very accomplished. I feel more like I've done nothing at all. But i guess from now on it'll just be pushing on for EOY.

Good Luck to All ^^